Why...

Its hard to understand the why, when things don't work out in a relationship...much less when its an abusive relationship. From an outsider's point of view everything was simple. The next step to take, the words one should say, the one to blame. It really is far from being that simple, though. I remember giving advice to friends in those situations thinking, "Why don't they just leave!". I didn't understand and why should I if I had never been in that situation. Keep in mind that I pride myself in being able to see others point of view, you know putting myself in other people's shoes, but this was something I just could not. I could understand the facts: the abuse wasn't ongoing, the abuser was charming at some point, kids were involved, love, family, ect.  I just couldn't see why those same facts used as excuses to stay weren't the very same reasons not to...

Repressed feelings

To speak of you is like digging my own empty grave. I want to get out...I know I don't belong there but I just can't stop till I fill it.

Sour thoughts

If I feel one thing or another its all obsolete for the same feeling is ever present within...

Just a thought

Sometimes I just don't understand the purpose of a man's heart... if it destroys or creates its through his mind.

Broken

Scream cry its all worth a try
Kiss hug anything to stay alive
Dry the tears silence the pain tear out the heart that has you enslaved.

Pity on the reflection she sees
Wait that's just her in disguise
A smile splashed across her face. Dressed in a pretty attire ready for another day.
Forget its all unreal forget
They all said.
Tear out the heart that has you enslaved

It has happened to her to him its not the first or the last
Your pain is all the same
Why can't you just not realize
There's no time to be victimized.

Play, forget and send the agony away.
Pretend, smile its just another day
Yesterday wasn't the end.

Love vs. Trust

Trust your shadow
Look again its no longer the same
Trust and be betrayed
Trust its insane
Love there it goes again
heartache and who's to blame
You're the only one who keeps changing the game.
Trust only you
Too confusing to do the same
Love came and hypnotized your brain trust and you'll be the only one to blame.

Sometida...

Tiemblan sus alas
Y caen con fuerza
Ojos que lloran y un fin que añoran
Sin saber el porque
Caen caen y a la voluntad de el se someten
Trozos que poco a poco buscan  recuperar
Y con tristesa y rencor Los intentan pegar.
Nada duele nada queda
Mas que girar sin sentido
Vuela angel mio
Vuela sonrie y ser remitido

Cuanto sentido tiene despues de sentir ese amor
Disfrasado triunfo su malvado dolor
Que culpa tubo si por causas ajenas nunca volvio a ver lo maravilloso de la vida
Duele mas ya no siente
Las palabras hieren mas que el golpe
Sus alas se desmoran y cae con fuerza
Vuela angel mio
Vuela sonrie y ser remitido

Oscuridad envuelve su mas Bella cualidad
En nadie podra confiar
difficil sera
Pues ese angel mio
Se perdio en un amor confundido
Vuela angel mio
Vuela sonrie y ser remitido